Heart Shattered & a Change

The first thing i think of when i wake up is You && all the things that has happened.
My heart shattered.
What should i do??
I dont want to be like this.
I hate it...
I told myself not to think about it but why do i still think about it...
I really want to forget everything.. all the things between us!!
But what should i do.. i really dont want to think about it anymore.
I want to get over it ASAP. like NOW.
If anyone have any idea how. just leave a msg. talk to me on msn. etc

Eventhough we are now apart.
But Thankyou. I learn alot of things from this relationship.
And I know you do too.
So lets us improve our bad habits. =]
Btw what did you learn? lol.

Hope you will be better in the next relationship, even though you said you dont want to love anymore, but i dont get it. you said you dont want it to happened again like you and me. But how do you know it will. Well who cares. Let the Time do its Job. =]

We are still friends. So if you feel sad or anything or whatsoever. Or even if you ar happy. feel free to share it with me. =]

I want to start a new life with all my friends.
&& to all my friends. Im sorry and thankyou.
Sorry- to make you guys worry about me. and sorry that i was always attratcted to him and only find you guys when i need help. So Everyone who know me. if i do something that is bad or anything feel free to tell me. I will change =]
Thankyou- Thankyou for always been there for me eventhough i know im annoying. Thankyou for all the advice and opinion. Thankyou for giving me comfort when i needed it. THANKYOU!

A new start with my life!~ <33