This morning,, i woke up at 6 went on computer. I really cant get back to sleep. I just keep thinking about that thing. D; I really really really want to stop! And i was in bed until 9ish on my blog. posting a blog. *is the one below this post.*
Woke up still on msn. Talking to Alex. He asked me to go to city with him, he wants to buy boa poster. = =" he is totally in love with her. Then around 11:30 i had my piano lesson. Wow,, is getting hard. LOL. and i started pratice at 11:00 seriously i cant concentrate. Im angry at myself.
After piano, i realised is 12:00 PM. so i hurried and get change to meet alex at bh. we tried to call everyone in our phone list. but like everyone is having tuition! LOL. And yeash we met up with sam. We were like aguring about either going to city or Sing K. rofl. And we wasted like 3 hours waiting for people to come. Me and Sam and alex went to Timeout. I was like cheering for them LOL. for sam you suck. ><"" then we went to internet cafe playing pool. i realised im not bad after all. it was really funny. anyway me and alex finally decided to sing k with ppl. I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i dont want to go! when we got there. i keep asking alex. lets go city! and he is like 'are you serious? we already came in' anyway yeah. i really want to see 'him' but i raelly dont want to see 'him'. ><" anyway like around 5pm. 'he' went home. i was like sooooo sad. i dont know why. we didnt talk much but why do i still feel sad? wtf is wrong with me?! i just feel so depress i want to cry. my heart was sooo uncomfortable. && the most horrible thing is. All the songs they sang was alll sad. it all describe what happened.! i really want to cry! and i miss him. D; D; i really dont know what i am thinking about.... WHY DO I KEEP HAVING A FEELING THAT HE WILL BE BACK!!! i know it wont happen! but why.....!!! anyway after i sang so many songs with alex and sam and other ppl. LOL.
This convo with Alex :
Me: ' Does my voice sound bad' Alex: ' No. Normal '
Me: 'But i think my voice is crap, was i using my real voice?'
Alex; 'Yeash '
Me: 'Did i improve my singing? From last time '
Alex: ' Yeash you sang louder and yeash you did improve'
Me: ' LOL.'
and yeash alex's mum took me home like around 7 pm. :D thanks alex. I hope i didnt bother your mum. D; Got Home. Went on MSN. blogged this & 1 on my wretch. I didnt know why i blogged on my wretch well cause dogegg added me. so i went on my wretch and add him back and i also checked the population. WOW. i was suprised. I never go on wretch i hardly blog. Why is there still many people coming to my blog. LOL. so yeah. ><><" alex is not you. you know it :D
My day end here. <3
I hope Things will get better!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Heart Shattered & a Change
The first thing i think of when i wake up is You && all the things that has happened.
My heart shattered.
What should i do??
I dont want to be like this.
I hate it...
I told myself not to think about it but why do i still think about it...
I really want to forget everything.. all the things between us!!
But what should i do.. i really dont want to think about it anymore.
I want to get over it ASAP. like NOW.
If anyone have any idea how. just leave a msg. talk to me on msn. etc
Eventhough we are now apart.
But Thankyou. I learn alot of things from this relationship.
And I know you do too.
So lets us improve our bad habits. =]
Btw what did you learn? lol.
Hope you will be better in the next relationship, even though you said you dont want to love anymore, but i dont get it. you said you dont want it to happened again like you and me. But how do you know it will. Well who cares. Let the Time do its Job. =]
We are still friends. So if you feel sad or anything or whatsoever. Or even if you ar happy. feel free to share it with me. =]
I want to start a new life with all my friends.
&& to all my friends. Im sorry and thankyou.
Sorry- to make you guys worry about me. and sorry that i was always attratcted to him and only find you guys when i need help. So Everyone who know me. if i do something that is bad or anything feel free to tell me. I will change =]
Thankyou- Thankyou for always been there for me eventhough i know im annoying. Thankyou for all the advice and opinion. Thankyou for giving me comfort when i needed it. THANKYOU!
A new start with my life!~ <33
My heart shattered.
What should i do??
I dont want to be like this.
I hate it...
I told myself not to think about it but why do i still think about it...
I really want to forget everything.. all the things between us!!
But what should i do.. i really dont want to think about it anymore.
I want to get over it ASAP. like NOW.
If anyone have any idea how. just leave a msg. talk to me on msn. etc
Eventhough we are now apart.
But Thankyou. I learn alot of things from this relationship.
And I know you do too.
So lets us improve our bad habits. =]
Btw what did you learn? lol.
Hope you will be better in the next relationship, even though you said you dont want to love anymore, but i dont get it. you said you dont want it to happened again like you and me. But how do you know it will. Well who cares. Let the Time do its Job. =]
We are still friends. So if you feel sad or anything or whatsoever. Or even if you ar happy. feel free to share it with me. =]
I want to start a new life with all my friends.
&& to all my friends. Im sorry and thankyou.
Sorry- to make you guys worry about me. and sorry that i was always attratcted to him and only find you guys when i need help. So Everyone who know me. if i do something that is bad or anything feel free to tell me. I will change =]
Thankyou- Thankyou for always been there for me eventhough i know im annoying. Thankyou for all the advice and opinion. Thankyou for giving me comfort when i needed it. THANKYOU!
A new start with my life!~ <33
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
愛太痛.
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都說這 不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都膽怯
能不能不愛了
因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了
卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了
愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
卻無法把愛割捨
我不能夠 不能夠不愛了
♥ -----
沒有了你 全都不對
我都學不會 把愛敷衍
用笑容來把眼淚催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都說這 不過失戀
但我卻連呼吸都膽怯
能不能不愛了
因為愛太痛了
我痛得快死了
卻無法把你忘了
能不能不愛了
愛情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
卻無法把愛割捨
我不能夠 不能夠不愛了
♥ -----
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Weekend Update. <3
Straight afterschool on Friday, i had to go to church camp at rawson village.
It took 2 hours and a half to arrived.
Sigh im soooo tired.
When we get there is like around 9:45ish.
Met up with Janice and Terence.
Wooohooooo. Had a night talk at my cabin. We were like playing true or dare and talking about Secret. C:
On Saturday, had to wake up like at 7:20ish to get ready for morning prayer. Hate to get up so earlier. && then had breakfast. Toast ^^ (i cant be stuff writing boring stuff)
For lunch we had beef and vegies and of course rice. Brain seriously eat veiges. Stop wasting food :P
After lunch we had Games and then Free timeee.
Wooohooo the fun bit :D
Freetime Janjan and I went to Terrance's and other ppl in the same cabin. we played Big 2. Snap and other games. Well, i wasnt playing much i was like using T's mobile to go on msn :D Btw. Sorry Terrence i keep using your phone lah. Forgive me lah Bro. :D
Then we had Chicken Rice and KimCHi for Dinner,, and we had like Theme Talk and stuff i wasnt listening. I should say i dont get what they are talking about? i get some. I went to my room like at 9:30ish as usual Janjan & Terrence come to my room and talk talk talk. sigh i wanted to SLEEP. zzzzz. But they dont let me go to sleep. sigh. they are not early sleeper doesnt mean im not. LOL.
They went to dining to room to get left over food. THEY ARE PIGS. always eat eat eat. ><" yeash janice im talking about you. and they are still hungry and wanted to eat instant noodles. i was like wtf man. how much can you guys eat. and please let me get some sleep BUT NO. they come back around 10:30ish with instant noodles. I was GET OUT DONT EAT INSIDE MY ROOM IT SMELL! and yeash finally they let me go to sleep :D
Today,, Happy 15th Birthday To Michael. :D
wooohoooo i woke up like around 7:15ish but still in my bed listening to music until 8 :D then had breakfast and had sunday service. I wasnt listening at all. I was listening to Terrence's ipod and Sleeping. Sigh. Then had lunch. had Chicken, Soup etc. Then Packed up things and leave camp. Byebye camp. I'll miss you :D
Conclusion : The camp is alright. but i raelly dont want to go to camp anymore. D; rather stay at home or go out with friends lol.
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Happy Birthday To you --
Happy Birthday To you --
Happy Birthday To Michael_ *
Happy Birthday To you-u-u.
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School is Tomorrow :D
It took 2 hours and a half to arrived.
Sigh im soooo tired.
When we get there is like around 9:45ish.
Met up with Janice and Terence.
Wooohooooo. Had a night talk at my cabin. We were like playing true or dare and talking about Secret. C:
On Saturday, had to wake up like at 7:20ish to get ready for morning prayer. Hate to get up so earlier. && then had breakfast. Toast ^^ (i cant be stuff writing boring stuff)
For lunch we had beef and vegies and of course rice. Brain seriously eat veiges. Stop wasting food :P
After lunch we had Games and then Free timeee.
Wooohooo the fun bit :D
Freetime Janjan and I went to Terrance's and other ppl in the same cabin. we played Big 2. Snap and other games. Well, i wasnt playing much i was like using T's mobile to go on msn :D Btw. Sorry Terrence i keep using your phone lah. Forgive me lah Bro. :D
Then we had Chicken Rice and KimCHi for Dinner,, and we had like Theme Talk and stuff i wasnt listening. I should say i dont get what they are talking about? i get some. I went to my room like at 9:30ish as usual Janjan & Terrence come to my room and talk talk talk. sigh i wanted to SLEEP. zzzzz. But they dont let me go to sleep. sigh. they are not early sleeper doesnt mean im not. LOL.
They went to dining to room to get left over food. THEY ARE PIGS. always eat eat eat. ><" yeash janice im talking about you. and they are still hungry and wanted to eat instant noodles. i was like wtf man. how much can you guys eat. and please let me get some sleep BUT NO. they come back around 10:30ish with instant noodles. I was GET OUT DONT EAT INSIDE MY ROOM IT SMELL! and yeash finally they let me go to sleep :D
Today,, Happy 15th Birthday To Michael. :D
wooohoooo i woke up like around 7:15ish but still in my bed listening to music until 8 :D then had breakfast and had sunday service. I wasnt listening at all. I was listening to Terrence's ipod and Sleeping. Sigh. Then had lunch. had Chicken, Soup etc. Then Packed up things and leave camp. Byebye camp. I'll miss you :D
Conclusion : The camp is alright. but i raelly dont want to go to camp anymore. D; rather stay at home or go out with friends lol.
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Happy Birthday To you --
Happy Birthday To you --
Happy Birthday To Michael_ *
Happy Birthday To you-u-u.
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School is Tomorrow :D
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